Where do I need to Fit In ?

 Let me know where do i fit in ?
Between the size XL & XXXL 
Between the people and myself as poorly gaining confidence 
After all the fateful words and criticism i hear !
I don't know where i really do 
Is it between my food and mouth 
Where do i ?
Seeing people rating me? I couldn't figure out their expectations !
From social to anti-social ; extrovert to introvert 
I amassed a huge personality which pulls me back each and every time 
Stereotypical assumptions are over poured on self 
' she is a fatty , so she doesn't do outdoor games'
'she is a dumb lazy ass who cant even walk along '
But why do u forget to see the real me tearing up all the bullshit 
I run; i dance; i love outdoor; i love walking 
I DO !
It isn't i didn't fit in; 
Its because u fitted in a immoral wicked place !

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